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Tired
Jan. 28th, 2008 | 11:20 pm
location: Room
mood: 
disappointed
music: Tricycle sounds
I'm tired of studying vigorously for 3 consecutive days without stopping. Cmon, gimme a break.
It's not like you can drown me into this pile of school work and expect me to absorb them all in one sitting. I want a flat UNO. But despite these efforts, I seem to do poorer than last sem. Or so I thought. To my professors, I'm sorry I'm not as genius as my contenders. I don't know if I can make it up to you, you make it seem to me that it's impossible because I've used up the gauge of my abilities and talents.
I'm tired of people who befriend you for the wrong intentions.
Yes, I'm talking about you Ian. How could you think such a thing?
You read me wrong. Get a grip. I'm so disappointed with people like you, you who think girls who want to be your friend immediately like you back. And if they didn't you'll give them a cold shoulder? I mean, how immature, unintelligent, overly exaggerated is that? I thought you were a great friend. I really did. In fact, you were one of my best friends in UP. But aside from that, I only look at you as my brother, my classmate, nothing more than that. Yes, we did go to lunch together, but that does not mean anything to me. It's just a freakin' lunch. I'm sorry if I made it turn out to seem like we have "something special". Just don't act so 'uncool' and stiff like we actually did have something special. It bothers me and I know it's just so wrong.
It's not like you can drown me into this pile of school work and expect me to absorb them all in one sitting. I want a flat UNO. But despite these efforts, I seem to do poorer than last sem. Or so I thought. To my professors, I'm sorry I'm not as genius as my contenders. I don't know if I can make it up to you, you make it seem to me that it's impossible because I've used up the gauge of my abilities and talents.
I'm tired of people who befriend you for the wrong intentions.
Yes, I'm talking about you Ian. How could you think such a thing?
You read me wrong. Get a grip. I'm so disappointed with people like you, you who think girls who want to be your friend immediately like you back. And if they didn't you'll give them a cold shoulder? I mean, how immature, unintelligent, overly exaggerated is that? I thought you were a great friend. I really did. In fact, you were one of my best friends in UP. But aside from that, I only look at you as my brother, my classmate, nothing more than that. Yes, we did go to lunch together, but that does not mean anything to me. It's just a freakin' lunch. I'm sorry if I made it turn out to seem like we have "something special". Just don't act so 'uncool' and stiff like we actually did have something special. It bothers me and I know it's just so wrong.
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A Secret LJ Blog, How Cool Can This Be?
Jan. 28th, 2008 | 10:38 pm
location: Room
mood: 
contemplative
music: Silence and Typing of Keyboards
Nobody knows my name here and I haven't told anyone about me owning an LJ blog--isn't that great? Well for me it is. Yes, I do admire publicity and feedback, but how long should I put up a journal with entries which concern only a certain level of my opinions and thoughts?
Imagine.. having to write about anything or anyone, without feeling guilty or oppressed, pressured or double-minded amidst your readers, how great can this be?
Nobody knows my name, all the traces of who I am, I shall give at the start of this LJ (Live Journey) and no where else. I am Filipina, a college student in UP Diliman (who by the way will soon transfer to UP Manila because of future career obsessions and issues), I am currently 16 years old. I am single, I do not have a boyfriend.
I treasure my relationship with God above all else. He is my strength, my inspiration. I have 2 siblings--a younger brother and sister. My parents are separated even before I graduated elementary, but I do not take it against them because I understand. It's better for them to be apart than to live their lives unhappily just for our sake. And it's not going to work if it's our sake anyways. I treasure my family and they are the most important thing to me in this planet. I have a few close friends, I'm not an open person, because I don't want to be judged.
My material dreams would have to be: to own a house and a car, to have a Christian family, and to support my family and give them all their needs in a way that we don't seem to have financial struggles, to sponsor a charity, to travel the world and see new places. I love my life and I love seeing and experiencing new things.
Imagine.. having to write about anything or anyone, without feeling guilty or oppressed, pressured or double-minded amidst your readers, how great can this be?
Nobody knows my name, all the traces of who I am, I shall give at the start of this LJ (Live Journey) and no where else. I am Filipina, a college student in UP Diliman (who by the way will soon transfer to UP Manila because of future career obsessions and issues), I am currently 16 years old. I am single, I do not have a boyfriend.
I treasure my relationship with God above all else. He is my strength, my inspiration. I have 2 siblings--a younger brother and sister. My parents are separated even before I graduated elementary, but I do not take it against them because I understand. It's better for them to be apart than to live their lives unhappily just for our sake. And it's not going to work if it's our sake anyways. I treasure my family and they are the most important thing to me in this planet. I have a few close friends, I'm not an open person, because I don't want to be judged.
My material dreams would have to be: to own a house and a car, to have a Christian family, and to support my family and give them all their needs in a way that we don't seem to have financial struggles, to sponsor a charity, to travel the world and see new places. I love my life and I love seeing and experiencing new things.